This blog will chronicle our journey toward healing. We will journey to Mexico for HSCT treatment to stop the progression of Doug's MS while praying for healing and wellness.
Sunday, April 9, 2017
April 9, 2017: Day +139
Today being Palm Sunday, we enter Jerusalem with Jesus. We enter Holy Week. Jesus enters triumphant, yet humbly. The crowd that gatherer's has great expectation and great hope. No one knows what is about to unfold in the days to come. Such is the spiritual journey. We take our first steps in our pilgrimage filled with hope and expectation. We often don't want to entertain the darker side: the bumps, mountain cliffs, the steep grades, the loneliness, the unpredictability. These are all part of the pilgrim's journey. After Jesus enters the city, the week will be filled with celebration, disillusionment, sadness, helplessness and finally triumph. The pilgrims journey is no different. Ultimately, as we journey to God, our own paths will be no more predictable, no more certain and no less challenging.
What brings me to this reflection this night? I am sitting quietly reflecting on Holy Week and preparing my heart for resurrection and transformation. To have made it this far on our pilgrimage we have had to rely on our relationship with God, in our hope in the resurrection and in the importance of the journey. It is a journey of hope and it is a journey of trust. Coming home is presenting it's own challenges. Doug feels more frustrated, because he can not do the things he did before going into the hospital. He is dependent on me for most things. That is not easy on either of us. To live through this time we have to keep our eye on the destination, not the present moment. We have to move toward Jerusalem, toward transformation. We have to live into joy.
And so we pray:
God of Transformation, we give thanks for the gift of home and thanks for the gift of time. Be with us as we move through the struggles of this new transition. Help us to trust in our capacity to meet the challenges of the day and to trust in your presence in all circumstances. Help us to live in the liminal space between triumphant entrance and crucifiction and finally transforamtion. By grace, may we find joy in each space. And God we continue to pray for Doug to be healed, for him to walk and for him to serve you. In your name we ask it. Amen
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